WaitingI'm tired andIt hurts to be this frank.Am I beautiful to you?Do you love me?Or is this just a game of chess.And I'm only your pawnUntil you trade me back for your queen.Do you want me to beYour sweet iconSo you can put me on a shelf?Forget to ever dust me?Just let me fend for myself?Sorry,I forgot:I'm not supposed to speak.Just play deadUntil you're ready for me.
Dark ToyYou know,I've fallen soft on youEyes darken as I watchTenor words pass your lips;They're such sweet velvet to my ears and heart.Sorry,But I'm scared nowThis is too good to last,Too dark to be nothing,And too rich to be mine.I'd be understatingTo say I'm insecureBut have no doubtThat I'm still yours.And I'll play,Nice, hard, naughty and softMaybe I taste like candy;Have me for hours.I want your hands rough,Your words soft,Your heart open,Your kisses warm steel.I won't break.Remember?I'm your dark toy.
SometimesSometimes I thinkI'd rather have your fistsThan your cold shoulderI sit so quiet by myselfAnd hope you'll see meBut you won't.Sometimes I wishI was hideous soYou'd have to notice me at least.I only want to see something Anything other than apathyBut I won't.Sometimes I imagineI'm screaming out loudSo loud our ears bleed.But I think about itYou would only stareSo I don't.Sometimes I dreamThat you love meAnd need me like the air you breath.But that's sillyI can only dream that you love meBecause you don't.